He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…
Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times
While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,
The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it
Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.
When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know
Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,
Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you
What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said