Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

Love starts like this: We like the same books, We like the same music, We seem like a match made in high… It crumbles like this:

The devil’s in my midst.

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,