Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,

When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

Spring into fall, And we’ve all hit a wall. Love comes quickly. Sometimes, it grows. Summer, then rain,

I feel under-appreciated. Isn’t that vain to say? That might just be my Napoleon co…