I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

You met me in the winter When I was a petal, Something you desperately wanted t… You loved me in the summer, Underneath the palm oil trees

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.