I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

Sometimes, I wish I was a tree: Tall, wide, and majestic as can be… One with branches that sway slowly… Watching above, everything I woul… Sometimes, I wish I was an oak.

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…

The devil’s in my midst.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.