I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Twigs on fire Never linger, never flit. Their emotions stand dire To the situation that cannot be sp… Twigs on fire never see.

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

She has the piece that holds it al… What was revealed to her came slow… When it all comes together, it’s l… When it all falls apart, it’s dead… One little lie can tear a family a…

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?