It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.

My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember