I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.

Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.

Flurries in India: Nothing’s impossible If life is a string Pulling me along.

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

Dancing inside makes me sing. Music turns winter into spring. Dancing inside lights up my world. Lyrics give me wings like birds. Dancing inside all the time.

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,