I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.
While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling
I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth
My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,
I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.
Wait 'til Michigan comes. I think I’ll wait 'til then. Think I’ll wait 'til I hear my co… Hear them loving me in Michigan. Think I’ll wait 'til I swim.
This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.
Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.
I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…
The blur of lighted cars Flying in a flurry down The highway at night Soothes me in the Most unorthodox way.
He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…
