Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

What does it feel like on the day… Does it hurt? Today, I have just realized that, And it burns. It has burned the piece of my hear…

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?

Smile your baby smile and please l… I know I love you, but haven’t yo… Twinkle and shine and don’t ever c… You warm me like a fox in a fox’s… Light of my life and you gave me t…

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,