I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give