If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?
Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness
I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.
I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.
Dignity is death.
You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.
Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
In the darkest night, A flower will grow.
I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…
Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are