I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue
The devil’s in my midst.
Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that
Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you
Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.
That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her
Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times
I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give
I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.
