The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?

You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?

I feel under-appreciated. Isn’t that vain to say? That might just be my Napoleon co…

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

What does it feel like on the day… Does it hurt? Today, I have just realized that, And it burns. It has burned the piece of my hear…

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…