The devil’s in my midst.
Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.
You met me in the winter When I was a petal, Something you desperately wanted t… You loved me in the summer, Underneath the palm oil trees
It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,
Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.
I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…
How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?
My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so
I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,
Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.
Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.
I cried out to God, And There was silence.
