If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…
I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.
I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.
I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth
I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…
Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,
I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
I’m a good girl in the worst ways Most days. Some days, I’m a bad girl in all the best way… I’m pretty good,
I feel under-appreciated. Isn’t that vain to say? That might just be my Napoleon co…
Dignity is death.
There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,
But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,
You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,
This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart
