I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.
Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.
Touch me for real. Touch me in your mind And all over my body With your chapped hands. Let your eyes undress me.
I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.
This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…
Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.
I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that
You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.
Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.
Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.
You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
