It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.

If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John