I cried out to God, And There was silence.

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

In the darkest night, A flower will grow.