There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,
Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me
Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…
The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you
Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.
I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us
Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:
He helps her with her blush. She’s surging red, Velvet and soft like a rose. Her mouth’s gone dry With his wind.
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
I’m a good girl in the worst ways Most days. Some days, I’m a bad girl in all the best way… I’m pretty good,
I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.
