Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.
He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.
I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,
Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you
Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.
But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,
My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,
She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,
You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue
