I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,

A seagull carried me away one day And took me to a secret island hid… I laughed at the waves and splashe… I even wrote notes to go with a so… The seagull was leaving and waved…

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…

Wait 'til Michigan comes. I think I’ll wait 'til then. Think I’ll wait 'til I hear my co… Hear them loving me in Michigan. Think I’ll wait 'til I swim.

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

In seventh grade, I made you a po… But I tore it up into pieces Because it wasn’t good enough. In eighth grade, I made you a poe… But I left it under my bed

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.