Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give
A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.
I cried out to God, And There was silence.
He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…
I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are
If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…
My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so
