I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,
Dignity is death.
I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.
It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,
When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know
I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…
The blur of lighted cars Flying in a flurry down The highway at night Soothes me in the Most unorthodox way.
There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember
Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.
In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,
I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.
