I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

Dignity is death.

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that