I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

Dancing inside makes me sing. Music turns winter into spring. Dancing inside lights up my world. Lyrics give me wings like birds. Dancing inside all the time.

Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…