I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.

I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.

What if your face was a poem alone… I bet People would read it and cry, And some would feel inflated afte… Because they witnessed something

How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

Dignity is death.

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Sometimes, I wish I was a tree: Tall, wide, and majestic as can be… One with branches that sway slowly… Watching above, everything I woul… Sometimes, I wish I was an oak.