In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,
I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.
Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
The blur of lighted cars Flying in a flurry down The highway at night Soothes me in the Most unorthodox way.
The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,
The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.
Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times
You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,
Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me
The devil’s in my midst.
Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
Twigs on fire Never linger, never flit. Their emotions stand dire To the situation that cannot be sp… Twigs on fire never see.
I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth
Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.