She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

I feel under-appreciated. Isn’t that vain to say? That might just be my Napoleon co…

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.