He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.

The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.

Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.