(2013)
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling