(2013)
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
I love you It doesn’t have any meaning anymor… Kids these days are out in the str… Selling their bodies to everyone t… Because they don’t realize the ama…
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me