(2013)
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,