You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you

Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup

Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk

Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me

Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know

Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along

What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,

Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…

I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way

Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized

A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,

People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…

What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel

When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development