(2013)
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
What is love? Love is the feeling of home Knowing it will always be there. Love is being together Knowing that what is mine is yours…
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,