(2013)
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know