(2013)
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
Her screams pierce the night As he ravages her soul Under the shattered streetlight If only it would glow Blended in the shadows
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.