Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me

Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.

I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you

You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…

All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame

A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,

Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs

Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing

Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you

Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me

Her screams pierce the night As he ravages her soul Under the shattered streetlight If only it would glow Blended in the shadows

Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know

Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…

You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference

Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath