Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized

You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…

Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.

Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you

Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath

I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty

I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort

I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way

Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup

A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,

Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me

One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,

When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development