(2013)
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development