(2013)
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
