(2013)
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
What is love? Love is the feeling of home Knowing it will always be there. Love is being together Knowing that what is mine is yours…
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing