(2013)
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
