(2013)
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you