(2013)
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
