(2013)
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
What is love? Love is the feeling of home Knowing it will always be there. Love is being together Knowing that what is mine is yours…
You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel