(2013)
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
What is love? Love is the feeling of home Knowing it will always be there. Love is being together Knowing that what is mine is yours…
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort