(2013)
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,