(2013)
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty