(2013)
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Her screams pierce the night As he ravages her soul Under the shattered streetlight If only it would glow Blended in the shadows
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…