(2013)
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…
I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
What is love? Love is the feeling of home Knowing it will always be there. Love is being together Knowing that what is mine is yours…
You missed out It’s your loss The choice you made And she’s the cost This treasure beside you
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel