Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized

Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.

Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know

A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,

Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk

You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…

Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling

Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs

I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you

You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you

All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame

Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup

I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort

I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty