(2013)
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along