(2013)
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized