(2013)
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me