Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized

Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs

Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim

Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk

What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel

One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,

A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,

I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty

Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing

Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me

Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup

You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…

You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,

People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…