Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs

Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me

Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you

Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know

What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel

I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort

A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,

I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty

Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim

Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized

Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup

Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath

Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.