(2013)
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know