(2013)
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…