(2013)
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way